goodbye.
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08:57 p.m.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
i live for weekends. ( i have a sad life). i need a job.
:|
02:06 p.m.
Monday, May 12, 2008
so, he's back in again. and apparently they're going on a field trip to the discovery centre today.
11:38 a.m.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
all i can say is.
my hair ))):
06:11 p.m.
Sunday, May 4, 2008
i miss __
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07:06 p.m.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
four more days and then i'll be free!! which means, i get to spend more time with the mother and the dog. The dog especially. i feel rather terrible because i've only managed to pat him on the head in the evening and take him on an occasional walk.
oh and i've realised that actually, my mum's quite cool. i can talk to her about pretty much everything. even, gasp, about the boyfriend! and she really does dish out helpful, insightful advice on stuff like that. wow! i didn't know she'd actually entertain topics like that (considering how she was so against it in the first place) i am. astounded!
so anyway, i really am looking forward to next week. late mornings, lazy brunches and generally more time at home. (while B slogs it out in the jungle)
11:40 a.m.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
i've realised, i sounded like such a sappy pathetic soul in the last entry eeeyucks.
anyway, things have been prettyy routine now. much much more hectic than say, last week. oh but yesterday was the worst, i don't know why i was in such a bad mood. :/
hm. i'm thinking of doing something different after i leave this current job. like, piano/music lessons. oh oh! or work in a cake/ice cream shop. rarrr haha i just don't know where to start. anddd i have a feeling, i won't get down to doing something until june or even, gasp, july! then it wouldn't be much of a point to do anything by then. and yes, i can so see you shaking your head tsking away.
haven't you heard that i'm the new cancer, never looked better and you can't stand it
09:10 p.m.
Friday, April 4, 2008
so it's only a few days away. and i don't want to think about it but the more i try not to think about it, the more i do. it's highly depressing and goodness, i shouldn't even be so mopey about this. and yes, eventually it'll happen anyway, no avoiding that. it's just, well, maybe i haven't really come to terms with this reality. this reality of not having someone to talk to, to share the day with, to share lunches with, to hang out with, to go for concerts with etc. the worst thing is not having someone who understands me inside out, outside in. that one person who i can so easily open up to (even from that first time) isn't going to be there all the time. and yes, so maybe i am getting too dependent which is probably the reason behind all this depression over a small thing. aghhhhhhhhhhh it really must be all those crazy hormones making me so insane.
by the way, we will rock you on wednesday: the best. seriously, everyone should go watch it.
honestly, i'm getting kind of sick of this whole holiday job thingy. i wish i could just really really go on a holiday. and here i reveal the escapism personality in me. you know, it's either that or seriously, i'd rather go back to school ):
10:50 a.m.
Friday, March 28, 2008
Aa:
A type of volcanic lava.
02:04 p.m.
Thursday, March 6, 2008
OMG
TOMORROW
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGGG
:(
03:58 p.m.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
one major complaint i have about working here is the food. i'm not even talking about cafeteria food. even the food in the coffeeshops outside is so absolutely disgusting and gross and over priced RARRR. you know, yesterday, i paid $4.60 for chicken rice! omg steal my money. and it wasn't even acceptably nice. the chicken was damnn cold and the rice was really weird. i don't even know how to describe it. and the soup was soo eeyyucks. plus, the food is so so so oily, i can feel oil oozing out from my pores everday, after lunch. seriously. i seriously don't know how peoople can eat food like that everyday. i mean, if it's nice but oily, i can accommodate. but it's bad tasting + oil + msg + rip off prices = fed up and angry jac. so today, is home made chicken salad day! so is tomorrow and the day after that, and thenn hopefully the food at my new employment will be better. oh and sorry but another complaint, the air conditioning is crazy here! it's like -1000000 degrees or something. and so i freeze. arrrrghhh
12:11 p.m.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
so i'm supposed to be working now. but honestly, it's getting rather boring. already. oh yes, and i still have absolutely no idea how people can sit at their desks and stare at the computer for 9+ hrs. 5 days a week. many many years. i'll die of blindness and headaches. seriously, i feel my eyesight failing already. tstch. cny's just over and now i'm sick. probably due to late nights, lack of water and vitamins. rar rar rarr. oh and results are going to be released soon. and i can so predict my results, like straight failures or something. ok realistically, not literally. but hm. well, probably not As or Bs :( but well, whatever the result, it's God's will for me! and now i have to go back to work since the supervisor's back.
04:36 p.m.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
you know you knowww i have absolutely no idea what i want to do next year. so maybe it's because i suddenly realised that there's no school to go to next year (well, the first half anyway, hopefully) and then i decided that i had better find myself a job soon. but it really isn't as easy as it seems. i mean, i keep telling myself that i have to get a job. but it's like, i don't know where to start! ok fine, i do have an option to teach kids piano but that's only going to be once a week and i might not even get it and if i do get it, what do i do with the rest of the week(!!!!!) so that's not counted. which meaaaanss, i have to find other options. i don't know what i want to do. but! i do know what i don't know what to do, which doesn't really help and to make things worse, i've never ever had a job a day in my life before! PLUS it doesn't help that whenever the parents meet up with their friends, they just have to mention that i will have a job (in order that i'll be doing something productive, at least) >:(
that aside, i haven't really been doing very much lately. except that i've been going out a lot because the house has been unbearable to be in due to all that dust from renovations. (particularly from the last two days of drilling and hacking and murdering of bathroom tiles and walls and cupboards etc etc etc) yes, so i've been typing this amidst all the dust which are beginning to make my eyes very itchy and irritated. and so i say goodbye before i get an eye infection or something along the lines of that
09:19 p.m.
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
so, it's been almost a week since A's have ended. i have been vegetating (not good) and i've realised that i have two things which i absolutely must do lest the parents start complaining: BTT (then FTT then PDT) and job AHHH AHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHH!
why am i getting stressed even after A's! unfathomable!
10:13 p.m.
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
hello and goodbye, for now. (maybe forever)
08:08 p.m.